January 2011
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Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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no regrets, just lessons learned.
I have to remember that I’ve made it this far for a reason. I haven’t given up on myself regardless on how many people have.  “No matter how bad or difficult life becomes, if you hold on, hold on to whatever it is you need to hold onto, be it Religion, Friends, A support group, A set of steps or Your own heart, if you hold on, just hold on…life will get...
Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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MOMENT FOR LIFE VIDEO CAME OUT! →
amazing <3
Jan 28th
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This very moment I'm KING
I can’t wait to show him how successful I’m becoming. He will finally bow-bow-bow-bow drop down to his fuckin knees!
Jan 28th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 26th
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It's only until you've lost everything, that you...
I have been very content with my life now-a-days, and how I’ve been living it. Looking back at the past, I can really say that I’ve changed for the better. The decisions I have been making, and the way I have been handling some situations, I am truly proud of myself. I might have lost some really good people in the past, but due to that, I have gained some great people in my life. I...
Jan 26th
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Jan 23rd
4,331 notes
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if you ask me, I'm ready.
I’ve been pretty content with my life lately…minus continually being called a smut, and basically every name in the book.  It’s unfortunate that people still judge me about my past and how I used to be, but honestly, I need to stop caring so much because that’s what really sets me back. If I’m not happy with myself, then how am I suppose to be happy with someone...
Jan 22nd
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Jan 22nd
229 notes
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tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
Jan 21st
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Marvelous Things. →
Last time I listened to this was in highschool 
Jan 21st
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Jan 18th
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to bury the castle
I’m better. A lot better. If he wanted it, he’d have it. I understand that he’d rather hangout with dumb smuts, and I respect that because…that means he can’t be with me because I’m not one. So good..thank you :) I really do appreciate it, hunsbuns! “Now I think we’re taking this too far, don’t you know that it’s not this hard? Well...
Jan 15th
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easy.lucky.free.
She’s right. It’s not worth it, he’s not worth it. If anything, it’s his loss. You’re too immature to handle a relationship, and as much as you say you aren’t, you are. You have a wonderful woman that is willing to give you whatever you want, and you find a way to fuck it up. I always told you that you weren’t ready, but you always shot back at me with,...
Jan 13th
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Jan 12th
29 tags
blank slate.
I’m just sitting here crying. I can feel the pressure in my heart. I can feel the pressure in my mind. I can feel the pressure all throughout my body. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. I don’t understand why. Why do I hurt for someone that doesn’t want anything to do with me? I’m broken. I’m scarred, limp, numb, vunerable, fragile, weak….broken. Most of...
Jan 11th
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who the fuck do you think you are?!
“It’s the way that he makes you cry, it’s the way that he in your mind, it’s the way that he makes you fall in love. It’s the way that he makes you feel, it’s the way that he kisses you, it’s the way that he makes you fall in love….”-Sugarcult I dont understand. Sitting here, just writting helps I suppose…but thinking, remembering,...
Jan 11th
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Jan 11th
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Jan 10th
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“I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It...”
– James Frey (A Million Little Pieces)
Jan 10th
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“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget...”
Jan 10th
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so I can think clearly....
It’s confusing.  Whenever I feel like I met someone…finally…someone I can have to be my boyfriend, it never lasts. And I suppose that’s my fault…maybe I want to much in the beginning.  I think what it is, is that I just have to big of a heart. That has to be what it is. I think I’m willing to give someone my heart right away, even if my walls are fully up; my...
Jan 9th
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“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of...”
Jan 9th