I’m not going through withdrawals anymore, but I still feel a little lost. I’ve been having an amazing week though. I’ve been going out with my girl Aleksandra that I went to cosmetology school with, and I’ve been having a lot of fun, and work has been going well, I’m getting more hours. I don’t know why I always pick at the things that aren’t going right in my life, everything has to be perfect or I’m not happy. I never put into consideration that the actual parts of my life that are going well are the only things that matter, and the little things that aren’t going well aren’t even important. I need to start focusing on what’s real and what isn’t, and taking my life more seriously. I have to stop worrying about being alone, and making sure my life is shared with someone else, because honestly, this is my life, and I’m the most important person in it.